So here's where I'm at.


I am a sinner, I don't [at all] deserve God's Love
His Pure, Blameless, Immaculate Love.
Yet why does He love me?
I'm not worthy.
How can He even look at me?
To look at my actions makes me want to hide.
I hate what I've become.
A slave to it.
I can't get away.
I try and fail, & try try try some more...
Only to go in circles.
I ask for His forgiveness every time
He washes me clean, then I fall back down again.
I want to run away from this,
Run to my Father.
I miss his love.
I feel so far away.
I want to come back home.
These prison gates wont open for me.
Father, rescue me...
Mind, Body, and Soul.
I can't take this anymore,
I don't want any of it!
God, please.
Take back my heart
Capture it, Father.
Again, wash my sins away.
Make me beautiful again in Your eyes.
I Love You.
As you open the gates, I run to You, with all that I have.
I fall on my face before you and praise you!


Your Love Endures Forever!♥